singingchicky

Upon entering the cartoon gates of Disneyland, any problems I was having a minute ago were destroyed in a massive fire. I instantly felt like a kid again, especially because I was listening to Disney songs while we entered. In fact, I was jumping up and down in my seat until they finally let me out of the van, until I remembered that I didn’t tell Brendon about what Odessa and I discussed only a few minutes ago. How was I going to tell him that this shouldn’t affect anything? So instead, I chose to keep that part to myself, in hopes that this was going to blow over and be fine in the end.

            “Hey there doll face.” Brendon said, walking towards me and making me giggle. At this point, he could have said SPORK and made me giggle.

            “Hi.” I said, trying to contain myself. Maybe this wasn’t going to be that bad. I’m just overreacting…

Right?

            “So what was going on when I texted you?” Brendon said, taking my hand as we all walked to the ticket center.

            There it was. The moment that I really didn’t want to happen. “ She’s just worried. But I think it’ll be fine.” I sighed, trying to make myself feel a little better. Now that I was with him, I started to feel the guilt that was spreading like wildfire inside me. My god, I was even ignoring my own flesh and blood over a boy. Dream boy or not, it’s always “bros before hoes”. Even though Brendon wasn’t a hoe.

            “Ok. Well I hope so.” He said before giving me a kiss on the cheek.

            “What was that for?” I asked, smiling.

            “Well, I just wanted to see you smile again. It’s been too long since you smiled.” He said as we walked in. I heard the distinct sound of a snort behind me. No doubt someone from my band. Ben maybe?

            “Brendon. It’s been 30 seconds.” I said, shaking my head. I looked around me, then pulled my camera out to start taking pictures of everyone. I started with Odessa, who playfully posed in front of the decorated grass. It was then that she stole the camera away and aimed it at me and Brendon.

            “Alright you two. Go pose for me.” She said, acting as though she’s been a photographer for years. Obliging, we stood in front of the grass, smiling. It wasn’t until Odessa starting Counting to three that Brendon swung me around into a dip, making me giggle as she took the photo. Once he put me right side up again, I made everyone stand with me, while one of the employees took a photo of us, being our crazy selves.

            “Alright, where to first?” Spencer asked, seeming about as eager as I was.

            “Well, how about…  Haunted Mansion?” Ben chimed in, finally started to open up to the group. So, walking towards the old fashion gates, with Brendon holding my hand, we walked into the coolest mansion on earth, and into the happiest part of my life.

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Hey Guys! I thought I'd post what I had so far because I am going to fast forward it quite a bit. :) Look for that part soon!!!